第57节 (第1/1页)

    【】ethisnth”

    thirtyone

    hollyheldthetinyenvelopetightlyinherhandsandglaandapregnan.

    sheandtheirgoodfortune.shefonpanyoffriendsshefeltalone;inaroofathousandpeoplesheostlyedtherooofherquiethouseshefeltsoalone.

    sheuldhelasttishedfelttrulyhappy,ebodyorsothingaissedenjoyiingfoodinsteadofitbeingsothihadtoendureiostayalive,shehatedthebutterfliesshegotiuyeverytishereeredgerry.shessedenjoyingsinsteadoftheirjustbeingsothioranythingtolookforissedthefeelingofbeingloved,ofknoissedsensinghiseyesonherassheenteredarooshessedhistouches,hishugs,hise,hiswordsoflove.

    shehateduntingdoessagesbeeries,slltherholdthetheyonthadbeen,andtheyfadede.

    sodasharonanddeheyuldgoononthsallhollyhadherface,tearshadbeesuchaperfeatureonherfacethepastfeonths,andsheslohenvelope.

    shootfortheon,andifyoussyoullstillbeaars.

    proseyoue

    ps,iloveyou...

    hollyreadandrereadtheletter,tryingtodisverhoadeherfeel.shehadbeendreadinggoingbaise,gerry,”shesaidhappily.eafterreadingit,asshealisfiedhthefactshehadanalyzedeveryothekitdraookoutanotepadandpenaoeheroofpossiblejobs.

    listofpossiblejobs

    1.fbiagentaotari.donoterica.havenopoliceexperience.

    2illionyears.

    3.dhh.

    4.nurseunflatteringunifor.

    5.ressallthefood.

    6.professionalpeoplespotteiceidea,butnoonee.

    7.beautibitenailsandtoseeareasofotherpeoplesbodies.

    8.hairdresserlikebosslikeleo.

    9.retailassistantlikebosslikedenise.

    10.secretaryneveragain.

    11.joualistntspillproperlyenuff.haha,shouldbeedienne.

    12.ediennerereadlastjoke.funny.

    13.ayaheallyalaid“girlsay.”

    14.deltoosll,toofat,tooold.

    15.sihinkideaofediennenuer12.

    16.hotshotbusinessaninntroloflifeh...stdoresearchtorrow...

    hollyfinallyllapsedontoherbedatthreeintheinganddreadofbeingabighotshotadvertisingankingapresentationinfrontofahugenferenoon...sheoingexsofsuess,hadaquickshoifiedherselfandoherlocallibrarytolookupjobsoeet.

    herheelsdealoudhetothelibrariaheirbooksandstareather.shentinuedandherfaediatelyandstartedtotiptoesoasnottoattraoreusthavelookedlikeapleteidiot.aupleofssadehertheirtable.hollystoppedherhedoorandthelibrariansdeskandtriedtodecidetodo.

    “shush”thelibrarianstheirbookstoanstandingintheddleoftherooshedeiliation.

    thelibrarianlookedupandsledandtriedtoappearsurprisedtoseesooandingattheunter.asifshehadntheardhollythuddinga.

    “hi,”hollyly,“ihei.”

    “exallyandvedherheadclosertohollysosheuldhear.

    “oh,”hollyclearedherthroat,happeohavingtohei.”

    “noprobletheyrejustoverthere,”shesled,dire.“itsfiveeuroforeverytinutesonline.”

    hollyhandedoverher

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